Cabin Fever

As I sit here, a white blanket covering the ground outside has been both my friend and my enemy these past few days. While I do love snow and appreciate it coming at such a convenient time, it has inhibited my chances of seeing any form of the outside world in 72 hours. Oh yes, I have watched plenty of half hour comedies, chick flicks, and action-packed movies. Food and hot beverages have sat through many a Friends with me. My roommate and I even tried her new workout dvd "The Firm." The name sounds like some one-hour law office drama but I figured we had nothing to lose (except for a few pounds). The girls at the "Cardio Party" were perkier than I would have liked but they got me up and moving from my potato-like state so I have to give them props. But I've finally resolved to turn off the tube and try some wall staring.

Then it hit me. Have you noticed it's been an insane (and embarrassing) amount of months since I've last written on this thing? Well I know I don't have a huge following and I must say it's no wonder. Heck. I just realized and I'm the one who's supposed to be the writer here.

So what I'm trying to say is, I'm sorry. For neglecting my blog.

I've been non-stop busy since last May. But that's no excuse. I'm student teaching now and if the weather keeps up this pattern, it seems I'll be having some excess time to share my thoughts. Perhaps I'll let you in on some classroom/teacherly insight if you're interested. Boy, do I have some stories.

Well, until next time (and let's hope it's not in another 9 months).

Worthy? I think not.

Sometimes, when I don't feel as close to God as I have before or should be, I feel like I'm unworthy to receive blessings from Him. But, shouldn't that be true always? 

Why do I think that when I feel close to God, I deserve blessings? What a self righteous attitude. I don't deserve anything from Him. John 1:16 says "From the fullness of his grace we have all received one blessing after another." 

From the fullness of his grace.

I'm an unworthy sinner who receives gracious love, mercy, and salvation from an almighty Savior. This should be at the forefront of my thinking every single day. I breathe everyday, don't I? Is that not a blessing in and of itself? He's such a generous God, isn't He?

I thank God for this humbling experience that put things in perspective for me. Just another part of the learning process.

You know me too well, Shel.

Tryin' On Clothes

I tried on the farmer's hat,                                                   
Didn't fit...
A little too small -- just a bit

Too floppy.
Couldn't get used to it,
Took it off.

I tried on the dancer's shoes,                        

A little too loose.

Not the kind you could use

for walkin'.

Didn't feel right in 'em,

Kicked 'em off.

I tried on the summer sun,
Felt good.
Nice and warm -- knew it would.
Tried the grass beneath bare feet,
Felt neat.
Finally, finally felt well dressed,
Nature's clothes fit me best.

I found this and it made me smile and think of the summer and how I can't wait for it to come. That is all.

Oh and props to Shel Silverstein. 

The Weekend Getaway

Two days ago was Resurrection Sunday (praises). I can't even describe to you my love for my Savior and the gratefulness I have in my heart for what He did for all of us. I pray I'm reminded of it every day. 

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This weekend I stayed at the roommate's household once again. Always a joy. I've been blessed with such great friends this year, as always. God never ceases to amaze me with the people He puts in my life. Good times were had this weekend and, though it was short, my heart feels full and my fun-o-meter has reached new heights. I'm just so grateful for fun times, accepting chaps, and loving hearts. So glad I've been introduced to the 757 clan.

Perspective

Do you see the cup half full or half empty?

I've always avoided these answers and went with my own...

It depends on if it was full or empty in the first place.

However, now that I think about it, what does it matter if it's half full or half empty? What matters is that there's still room for it to be filled. So I say, fill 'er up!

...who wants a half [either] cup anyway?

::sigh::

So the big news today is that Michelle Obama touched the queen of England.

I was thinking that we should be focusing on the crashing economy and whatnot. Boy, do I have to get my priorities straight or what?

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Oh, you guys.

I've been fooled by one Feagan and one Smark. Oh, the festivities of April Fool's Day...